Bennoz wrote:so bit of an update:
ive been calling the cop shop to try and find out what actually happened, seeing as they did take statements from a number of people.
first 2 times i got fobbed off, with the person i spoke to saying he would leave a message for the investigating officer to call me back...am still waiting for that call
the 3rd time i called, i managed to get some detail from the person on the phone. They read through the file and summarized it for me. Basically nothing has happened since the incident. the police couldnt determine who was at fault. no charges or fines were handed out.
truth be told, im more than a little disappointed. Even by the truck drivers own admission (where i apparently hit him), that would mean he was too close - so much for the minimum passing law
Anyway, am trying to put it all behind me now and move on.
hardest part has been the mental side of things. Ive probably replayed the incident in my head a million times and think about it daily. The anxiety of getting back on the bike was something ive never experienced before - one of my mates mentioned PTSD, he prob not far off. Friends and family have been really supportive as well
Home and contents insurance covered all my equipment, and yes the bike was a writeoff. Ive got a nice new bike (upgraded ha ) and starting to ride in the morning again. Getting back out there has been a huge help. Plus im focusing on my original goal of riding LeTape this year. time to start training!!!
Yes, focus on L'Etape - and enjoy riding with other people in the club you mentioned you are riding with. It's just bad luck what happened. Being worried about getting back on the bike after a big accident like that is normal, even very experienced top level riders go through that too.
Best of luck in your training for L'Etape.